Brittle Vulnerability, Tender Fear And Freeing Your Heart
Don’t try to be strong.
Be a mess
Be a bundle of unexplained feelings,
growing out of nowhere like wild flowers in a field.
Let all your fears out
And watch their joy
Like birds breaking free
From a cage.
Even with a broken wing
A bird , or a fear,
Will take freedom
At any time.
Keep your vulnerability
Moist and exposed.
Let me tell you
A secret - it will not hurt.
Getting sick
Or old
Or lack of money
Is the vulnerability
Of simply being human
With a tender body and heart.
Washing your feelings, fears and wants
with bright day light, pouring them into a narrative
of a poem, a painting, a dance, a friendship is how your vulnerability comes to life.
In every feeling and every heart’s idea lives a piece of your soul. Yes, even in your fears.
“God circled a map for you
exactly where you are” said Hadiz. But you,
A true pilgrim of life
Need to sweat, bleed and die
Before you let a tear
Confess to the hardship
Of running away from your own voice, your own style,
Your own map of life.
Fear of being forgotten
Fear of missing out
Fear of being left behind
Fear of losing your sanity and your ground.
Fear of staying alone
Fear of never be loved or touched
Fear of falling apart
Fear of not doing what you’re meant to do in this life
Each are a vulnerable bird
Flying out to freedom with a piece of your soul.
And then. You see the parts in you
that will never be wrong or wronged
and will never get sick old or poor.
The part in you that is indestructible.
The part in you that is really you.
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If you'd like to use the time you have to free yourself up from old fears, to be free to follow what your heart really wants without being caged to shame and self criticism, I have prepared something for you.
DISCOVERING SELF-LOVE
5 week journey into your unfettered heart
Self-love for the exhausted mind Self-love at the edge of the vulnerable parts Self-love for your abandoned gifts Self-love for the part that's starving for validating Self-love for the anxious and critical self Self-love for the beautiful human that you are
The full program is offered on the basis of pay-from-the-heart. The starting date pushed to April 22nd
